11/04/21 7:16am

I am here.. I matter.. It’s so hard to sleep, eat, or do anything without feeling like I lost everything and all this time.. I woke up at 4am from having night terrors again and I could not go back to sleep. I am struggling with motivation this morning and I feel like my head is a jumbled mess. I’m down but not depressed, just bent not broken.. I am going to go for a run before work to clear my mind if it’s not to cold.. I dread the rest of my day, my chest is beginning to hurt again..