A baby witch/wiccan’s journal
Hi, I'm just using this thread as a journal, I'm still in the broom closet as of right now so that should be fun. I don't really care if you read it / reply to my posts / post on this thread. Just keep it positive and kind. Anyways i just bought a pretty journal of my BOS, before that i was using a spiral note book. ( but i decided it didn't fit the aesthetic ) so i started to transfer info to my new BOS. I'm not really sure if I'm going to come out of the room closet any time soon, my parents found out i was researching sabbats / witchy stuff and totally freaked out. They yelled and everything, not gonna lie they kind of scared me. So i prayed to the goddess and the god to ask for guidance, hopefully that works out. Lately my tarot deck has been telling me to be honest on numerous occasions, and i have a suspicion its about coming out to my parents as a Wiccan. I thought tarot would be a mystical look into the future, turns out its just a deck of cards calling you out on you bullshit 24/7. ( i still love my deck tho ) I'm currently working on an indoor witches garden too. Bye for now, blessed be! - Alonna
Dear journal,
This morning i had a realization, before I stopped believing in god I agreed to be the god mother of my baby brother Beckham. This is problematic, because you know, I practice witchcraft and pray to / believe in a god and goddess that aren't from Catholicism. And if something happened to my parents I don't think I could carry out the duty of guiding my brother in religion the way my parents would want. I'm thinking of asking to step down from being his god mother. But I don't know if you can actually do that. I might ask my parents if that is something I can do, but I don't know how they will react. Goodbye for now, blessed be!
- Alonna