After a year...
This is me, trapped in my own world.
Today is the day of dreams, a day that can make you the best person ever or the worst person ever.
And meanwhile, everyone is fighting for their life to win this day, I'm here.. alone with my wounds and pain.
I hope to change, to be better next year. I know that I'm all alone in this journey; even if I meet good people, they won't last. It'snot their job to fix me - that's my own shît to work with.
I have nothing in life, zero talent, zero beauty, always last and always late...
But I pray deeply that at least.. Allah won't let me die while still into this mess.
.أكاد أفقدني، فرد إلي نفسي، وردني إليك ردًا جميلًا.
Hello @aria044.
Thanks for sharing..
You didn't post to many positives beside spirituality...
I hope you can look harder at yourself and find the best parts of you that you have not discovered...
You sound like you are worn out and have lost a lot of hope.
I see you.. I respect you.. and i'm proud of you for surviving so long so we could get a chance to meet you..🌟