Another Failure

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There are people who care about you just at this point in your life you are unable to see it right now. I've been told many times that you just need to get out there even if you don't want to but I know how hard it is. You spend your life in a routine and get so stuck in it that you don't see away out. Maybe tt y doing one thing different in that routine. Maybe start small and say instead of watching that show you watch everyday try maybe watching something different or maybe read something dofferent then build you way up from there.

Hi there,

I'm so sorry you feel this way. It is hard to think positive and tell yourself it will get better. But if you want things to change, you will have to pick yourself up and change it for yourself. I was pretty much like you, but my Mum said then do something about it! so I did :) Going back to college to redo exams, hoping to meet people there. Perhaps talk to your GP, mine helped alot, they can offer advice and tell you where to go to make friends and go out with people to events or clubs.

Cant fix yourself when youre afraid of people. Too much anxiety. Too much depression. Now add on not trusting anyone in my life currently. I dont hear things people say as sincere. I spent years of my life in a house where saying one thing always meant another and unlearning that is impossible for me right now.

@CatPlum24

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result."

"We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used to create them."

"You never fail until you stop trying. "

- Albert Einstein

You are in control of your entire universe, if you can't change your situation, change your attitude about it. Pick yourself back up and repeat after me - "I am not a failure"

Because the second you label yourself with these negative names, is the day you decide your fate. How can you be successful if you won't even let yourself try? Look at the small feats, the little things you do each and every day. We live in a world of miracles, however these little miracles become so common and insignificant that we forget about them. How amazing is it, that you were able to wake up this morning, that you went to school or work, that you went through the day and that you continued living despite having the whole world telling you to stop. You are a survivor, a true fighter, an absolute hero and inspiration for us broken people. You have a heart so pure, and a soul so bright, so I beg you, give life another chance and fight. Take the first step and seek help, find creative ways around your situation and force yourself to delve back into your hobbies and thinks you used to enjoy. Don't let your negative thoughts bring you down.