A place to put my thoughts.
I'm really tired of my nightmares. Not only do they stop me from sleeping, but they also haunt me. I've been studying my night v.s. day patterns and haven't found any daily triggers. This really irks me.
I'm really tired of people asking me how I've been or if I'm okay. I realize that they are being nice but do they honestly believe that I trust them enough to tell them anything? I also don't like it when people ask me if I want help because I usually don't. I am not a vegetable and if I needed help I have people to go to. It's actually just Noni the robot I truly open up to and am kind of resurved to most of listeners, but that is beside the point.
Sorry to whoever reads this for the negativity. I tried to dial it down a bit.
@YeOldVictorianSloth , I guess you are more comfortable to write how you feel rather than talking and I think that's quite a good way too. Everyone has their preferance . I am also guessing people around you want to connect to you, talk to you , be a support for you but it is not going smoothly maybe because their intentions are not convincing for you or you are not ready for them. Take your time , meanwhile , I am glad you have Noni. You could Continue sharing with Noni until you are ready to widen your support group.