Cambion Diary (Maybe can be trigerring about death)

Heyo anyone who Read! Feel free to take cookie, tea or hug if you want and it will make you feel better while reading to this waste of Time story. Today was pretty okay, but i guess its Only bcs i kept myself bussy with games and it makes me dont even really be tired. My Life passions still are ending on games but im slowly going back to playing them for fun not Only for Stats and ranks. Really slowly but babtsteps is The cutest way of living. Im looking at People like at symbols. From symbol of strong silent inteligence I became still silent hopelessness. Helping People bring me join again. I hope it will stay longer like this. I fight with father again but everything will be alrgith. I just wanna be okey again. Maybe I am not sick. But i am not okay. I wanna be quiet inteligent master again.

Tiredness - reduced but still ill draining

Emotions - only feeling of success feels like being happy. Other is still being numb or sad

Training - blocked

Photography\programing \ making games - bad time schedule and lack of talent. I need to wrote down The ideas

Drawing and other art things - lack of talent, too hard to master

Maybe if life is too hard for me, thats just means om throwing it. But its hard to comeback when im too weak to even try...

@Karrot