Day 2 without my lil buddy
I was finally able to close my eyes and sleep. Without seeing the betrayal and hurt in Bullet’s eyes. But when I woke up I did what I’ve done almost every morning for 14+ yrs. I reached over to tell Bullet good morning and give him a belly scratch only he wasn’t there. At least now his spirit is at rest, he is no longer broken and hurting. But he is at peace on rainbow bridge waiting to see me again. But that doesn’t make this any easier, I’m still heartbroken. I need him here, he was my best friend and my rock. The only one who loves me unconditionally and never abandoned me. I’m not a people person so he is pretty much my only friend. I love you lil buddy. You have fun on rainbow bridge. Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine.
Love you beyond forever,
-K-
@Dagro1933 I am so sorry for your loss<3 Nothing and no one can replace or fix the lost part of our heart. I just hope some day you be able to forgive yourself cause you did what was needed to be done but I understand that no amount of reasoning takes away the pain and guilt we feel. Love is stronger than any other emotion so it always stays and keeps growing. Physical distance isn't a goodbye but a promise to meet again someday. <3
