Diary Entry 10/15/19

I've been having trouble focusing. I don't really know why but I keep procrastinating on things I need to do.

You know exactly why you-

I should exercise. At least go for a walk but for now I'll just sit here in my pajamas.

I saw a friend yesterday, I wish I could have spent more time with him. I wish I could stay in his arms forever. His hugs are so warm it's the most comforting feeling in the world.

I have a crush on a girl I barely ever see. I want to see her more but I don't know how to ask.

You know how you just refuse to becasue you're scared.

I've been listening to Clementine by Halsey on repeat. It's such a good song.

My thoughts are going in a million different places I'm beginning to lose them.

I should be doing my school work right now. There's a lot of things I should do. At least I'm drinking plenty of water.

are you sure?

I have a lot to do today. If only I could motivate myself to do it. There are some places I need to go to and I'm dreading it. I don't really know why.

Well I kind of do.

Stop procrastinating

I feel... lethargic. I'm not really sure that's the right word. It's not quite apathy that I feel but... something close to it.

Get your work done. You have so much to do you don't have time for this. This won't help you.

but it might.

I should go.

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