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Getting too old for this s--t.

=~= *sigh*..the part where I heard her returning again. The part where I dread being put in position like that again.

There obsessing over porn and their's addiction to porn. Is it any easier* b/c it isn't a physical substance?.

*to distinguish

My mom not really accepting how I still have to work one shift late, and have the loveliness of working pre-sunsets* on another day.

To me, what is more important is always working partnered even if she is bother by late shifts.

*a definite on Saturday's

The part of me which wishes that the tedium of understanding the xenoscience behind orbits of 'heavenly bodies' and why it isn't until around March that daylight lasts longer again wasn't there b/c of being quicker to understand.

"If you were perfect, you wouldn't be here"

~"Your a failure as a parent if your children wind up worse than you"

quotes from my g.7 teacher

..that if there are some schools which are designed to be more like 'study halls' in terms of the whole ~'take things at your pace' attitude..does the pedagogy quality actually make a improvement?.

* -~- whatever the blazes that means..even for math >:I ?

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That moment in which, I feel that a cousins opens up to me when I read their modest attempt at a short story which includes nonsecular elements.

My problems seems to be how I don't have the time or patience for stories.

Me self-shaming myself for not embracing fiction.

When you want to do art in what little proper desk like space there is at home but a lonely dog occupies some of your fave seating.

"Drawing is about seeing, dancing is about moving, writing (narrative and especially poetry) is about speaking, and music is about hearing."--'Words without music' by Phillip Glass, p.244

The 'audiobook or book' debate, the significance of language, Derrida..

;|..by the end of issue 26, Morrison steps out.

Things I remember from last decade:

Coconut water and 'Greek style' yogurt becoming popularized enough to become fads.

Avocado* and toast becoming popularized by white people. My sister even has a blanket of smiling avocado and toast slices holding hands. Not tortillas.

*Before I was like maybe ~12 and watched a segment of a food documentary where someone with a British accent said how avocados have a ~'rich and buttery flavour', I commonly took avocados for granted. I'm Hispanic.

Aunque suena muy estupido, si e vista personas dentro de y un poco fuera de un hospital con un enfoce en salud mental pedir dinero "=_= .