Diary of Modal0154: open to replies

Anger--disappointment color scribbles.

There are probably lifestyle regimens for those who would not like to compromise their hearing but say would like to work in music* or those who work at support centres.

There are probably lifestyle regimens for those who would not like to compromise their sight but say would like to work in something graphics/screen intensive when it comes to computers or those who work at do welding.

*'cautionary tale':https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9Z0rNpvdf64

Welding. Those who do welding. Whatever eye health advice is dispensed to welders maybe should be adopted on our global 'smart device' using level, no?.

*'cautionary tale':https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9Z0rNpvdf64

Noticing how if I try to go to put this https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GVhF83wBNgQ for 'watch later' a 'this action is turned off for content made for kids' msg appears..

'COPPA begins'..and this fellow probably did a better job at explaining and understanding it than multitudes of s--tipsters ever could: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=C3Q48dwopVU

'Lapse'..(?)..struggle.

Let praying not be a drag.

For my personal experience there is no self-forgiveness in Catholicism.

I could see reading comics as compensating for the guilt of not reading as much as I..

ought to

think I should

would like

Let me tell you how I do have something of an insecurity when it comes to my literacy

--I failed Ontario's g.10 literacy test the first time and was ultra-on edge when I did it and passed the second time even after having attained the 4 mandatory English course credits (convoluted story--f--k that high school). Being distracted by a unreciprocating quasi-narcissistic 'mysterious jacka--' I had feelings for (revealed barely several days later) didn't help..that fool, was one such person making jokes about illiteracy "=_=

--A d--n cliche Hamiltonian obnoxiously said "can't you read?!' when I was about to go through the motions of returning a comic book at a library machine and the jacka-- bragged about it to front desk person I had to see anyhow when the machine is. =_= ~Two days before beginning work at a library.

--I DO NOT APPRECIATE JOKES ABOUT ILLITERACY >:I . Check your bloody English speaking white catered privilege when you consider how horrendously convoluted the history of formal labour investment process/schooling for competitive fruitfulness has been and still mainly is..esp. when you consider how many cultures have literary pasts but ultimately it's almost always been done by an ultimately paltry number of elites and it's still an unattended to thing when so much computer/internet stuff (ex.HTML coding) has it's popularity and operates on the English language 'de facto' and that's before getting into the 'f--k immigrant' crowds of English speaking countries.

The history of spreading literacy has been hindered by some pretty f--g petty reasons not the least fears of what literate ppl might wind up understanding and changing..

..ever more convoluted an affair when you consider stimulating hyper-soaking of info on the internet, usually with a leaning to intuitive visual flair and taken for granted bias's --this friggin site where we see the consistent anxiety driven generations of expressed scarcity and irresponsibility, not the least and annoyingly among them; apathy is deadly.

-How I work at a library and am somewhat..annoyed..by how (at least when it comes to my functional 'higher up' in contrast to coworkers), I still feel like a nigh-neglected 'blue collar' underling in spite of loving information repository's

Etc.

I'm 'planning' on being upset within/by next week. Maybe that's why I'll reserve a 'collected Peanuts/Charlie Brown' book.

Nick Cannon is Michael B. Jordan if he was much more of a fool.

Closing this journal.

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I would feel like not everyone on here is against me if I received comments back more often "-_- .