Diary of Modal0154: open to replies
In the interest of 'maintaining my well-being', my previous thread
https://www.7cups.com/forum/GeneralSupport_28/DiaryEntriesConnections_1597/Modal0154journalopentoreplies_212443/
has been discontinued.
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Indigestions issues still there?..
....................could you imagine that instead of afterlives we were just able to relive life 'waking up' back to days before some major f--k up in your pre-double digit days..*******MAINTAINING WHAT KNOWLEDGE YOU ALREADY KNOW SO F---G WON'T BE 'RIPPED OFF' THIS TIME >:I******
@Modal0154 my dream lol
@dworth257
You can say that, I can say that and others can be left to ponder the 'creepy implications' of being as knowledgable about certain things as you are while being a member of a demographic, being socially active w/a demographic which won't be 'sexually mature', let alone have a validly competent understanding of it for several years.
I'm not saying 'get it right 'this time' ' for a reason >:I ...
~9:35..https://youtu.be/y5pBbkFqwho?t=633...1034 --+11:26--1255~..13:30
...life is struggle....
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The ways my parents s---k--d at explaining what competition is and it's overlap w/scarcity. The ways society s---k--d at explaining what competition is and it's overlap w/scarcity. The ways society I s---k--d at not believing in anything until after tremoundous pain to my un-diagnosed autistic a--
I s--k at assertiveness.
Now surely my privledge demonstrates in how I would want to relive my life again w/different routes..what about those billions born into non-Anglospheric or Eurocentric 'first worlder' access circumstances?..whose lives could by my most criteria even objective ones be said to s--k even more?..
Self-blame.
Self-blame.
This is the 'more anger based journal'.
maybe not..anger is a toxic comfort zone.
As far as British persons explaining computer l* stuff, I prefer Carrie Anne Philbin to Thomas Scott.
* 'Crash course: computer science' in contrast to 'Computerphile'.
I just realized how when it comes to the old attitude of 'places of worship' providing nonsecular, transpersonal significance and health as well *as community*...focusing on the latter..
..media and the internet fills 'that niche' for me at least.
Parents going to sleep:
Common thing my mom does upon arriving to a drunk dad--'sate him' in doing quasi-karoke to Spanish language songs from decades ago..
Today, different..assorted videos included ones which make him vocalize his yearning for Hispanic rural life.. >:I =_=..