Gratitude journal--Modal0154

Being operational on what little sleep*, I got.

*~ 3 .a.m. to ~9:15 a.m.

The conversation with a listener, I recently had.

Having gone through an exercise video

A PS3 with a network connection which can access YouTube

My dad enjoying the song and music video for 'Dance monkey' by 'Tones and I'.

Having done exercise with my dad (sort of).

Being on here even if I recently engaged in viewing sexually objectifying content.

'This space'. This 'writing' space.

Having had a cheque (as old fashioned as it is) made for when I wasn't sure if screenshots of e-transfer transactions were acceptable.

This tablet.

Having had the conversation with an arguable employment counselor.

Seeing her again next Thursday.

Civic liberty to engaging in addictive a/o obsessive activities...but please f---g highlight how it doesn't mean anyone is good at being able to stop you when it's self-harming, psychologically.

Getting out of bed and exercising.

Me mom going through the hassle of seeking mis-packed shaving blades.

Me still being an acceptable human being

'Geography now' Russia video

I need to not feel bad if I don't go to the gym.

When you seek out a video for someone's voice, not b/c of what they are saying but it's not like they perform opera.

Chocolate ice cream

Participation in anticipated 'celebration' of sister's birthday

Likely participation in sleeping over at an aunt's

Nothing bad happening to ppl I care about after watching arguable porn.

These things happening even if I feel or think that I'm 'the scum of the Earth' for watching porn.

Fish soup and less 'scum of the Earth' feeling.

How my heart is 'won over'/feels relieved watching Jamie Jo Burns (née Blaine (?))/BananaJamana.

^_^ *sigh* Nice to know how 'she's taken care of' in her marriage to Tom Burns and that uncannily sympathetic personality's origin is brought up in the ~'my abusive skater life' video.

Having gone to 'site line' to do art.