I can't
I just simply can't. I can't do that anymore. I am not able to pretend like everything is great, when it's not. I can't cope with the loneliness and having this face for the world, like everything is perfect. But nobody cares. Because I don't have a reason. How am I suppose to explain how do I feel, when I don't even know why do I feel this way. I'm tired. And I have no idea, how to get up. I know I will but for how long?
@Bacon90
I think it is okay to say you can't and appreciate shairng your feelings.
I think it is okay to say you feel you cannot cope when you see yourself as alone.
I think it is okay to feel like this world can be hard, harsh and horrific at times.
I think it is okay to think the grass is greener on the other side when you feel overwhlemed.
I think it is okay not to have a reason as you are human and are entitled to feel what ever it is your feeling.
I think it is okay to try and explain how you feel even if you think you dont know exactly why.
I think it is okay to feel tired but it can be pain when it seems never ending.
I think it is okay not to know when you will get back up and I hope after you process all your thoughts and feelings you might decide to start to move.
I hear you, I want to share you are not alone and if you feel you can't right now then you can't.
But perhaps it also means you might, can and will as you reach the other end.
Please give yourself time to heal and feel.
Know you are not alone in those times of "can't".
Please let me know if you feel you can : )
You know what, you are not alone. I am impressed because I feel the same and I thought nobody else would- or that I am crazy or some like that- because nobody understands where this invisible stress comes from and with no explanation they say, oh everything is just fine with you ( some say just not have extravagance please.) but I think and wanna say: Just because you don't see something, does not mean it is there. You know it is hard to describe these feelings but maybe it does help you if you except them. It is truly a hard thing if you feel like you always need to put a mask on with smiling and then nobody cares, cause they see you smile. I care. About all the ones feeling also just like that. I can not tell you for how long it will keep on but I can tell you that Together we are stronger and that there are times where you feel happy too. Life is not a line it has its Ups and Downs. And even I asked myself when everything is going to really be alright. If you wanna we can Chat and try to solve it together
