I lie
So I have lived a life that lying and living in a fantasy world is how I cope. I am newly married. I have been lying to my wife. from little things to large things. They have caught up to me. Not only have they caught up to me in one of our fights I talked to a girl online and had an emotional affiar on her. The reason behind it was to pretend that real world was not there. she found out about it. Now I am in therpy. I have been to 2 times by the time anyone reads this I will guess it will be three times. My wife does not want to talk to me although she did set up couples therpy on sat. Is that hope? I do not know. I want to be better. I deal with depresson. I deal with blacking out my past I do not remember 90% of my life. I lie and live in a fantasy world to avoid. I want to grow up and be a man I pray I am not to let for me, For my wife for my kids.
yours truely
Lost
Hey thanks for sharing. There is definitely hope there, I would say give your wife sometime to process because if she didn't care, she wouldn't be around but she set up your therapy so that tells me she wants you to get better. Show her you are working towards change, you have already taken steps in the the right direction, just make sure you do not detour from its course. If not for you, then for your family, they deserve the best you as do you. Be consistent and patient, afterall marriage is about compromise. Best of luck to you.