I'm turning into an alcoholic.

I'm kinda drunk/buzzed rn.

The shit that's going on rn is putting me into a dark place and is making me into an alcoholic.

I guess i won't see 40 after all.

And i guess no baby born now will have a future at all.

Human life has become worthless.

no one cares about human life anymore.

all we are are cattle to be slaughtered, sacrificial lambs to be slaughtered.