Just a ramble

This past year has been very stressful. I made two friends, for the sake of their anonymity I will call them Alex and Bridget (not their real names). Alex and me met and everything was great- we had a good friendship going and bonded really quickly and were very close. Then I met Bridget. Long story short I started dating Bridget and accidentally distanced myself from Alex. After a month dating Bridget I decided to open up to her about a part of me. Then everything went downhill and I was stuck in an unhappy relationship for 5 more months. Bridget would accuse me of awful things and then get mad at me. She would get mad at me for things I didn’t even know I was doing. She always pushed communication but would never do it herself (and would get mad when I did). I hate her so much. I still do to this day. Not the worst relationship I’ve been in but definitely not the best at all. Then around 3 months into my relationship with Bridget I met my now boyfriend Tim (not real name) He made me feel like I was welcome and normal. Even when we were just friends I felt loved by him. I developed feelings for Tim while I was still with Bridget. And he developed feelings as well. But he was dating someone else too. So we both did something we never thought we would do. We cheated on our partners. Tim’s relationship ended a day after he confessed his feelings for me, mine ended a week and a half later. There was so much drama with that I can’t even get into it but now me and him are together and it’s so wonderful. I tried to become friends with Alex again but ever since I opened up to them about a side of me they were very cold. So I stopped talking to both Alex and Bridget. I don’t have friends anymore but I know I can make some soon hopefully. I have my boyfriend and we both make eachother so happy. There’s more drama going on right now with my mental health I suppose but that’s a ramble for another day.