Look into the flames and see what they say 🔥

We are really quick to point out other's flaws but cowardly at looking at our own

I take the path of guts and ask myself have I been a decent yada yada

Long story short

I packed my bags and went to another city 6 months ago

Don't ask me why but if I have to be honest I had a decade of stress and I had to get far away - really far away

In hindsight it wasn't the best decision I know that

But I was carrying eleven years of baggage this seemed like the best solution

I'm in my twenties without kids or salesperson attached to my hip or any of that so it doesn't seem as ludicrous if it was a full time dad with kids and wife

I've left home before several times so I'm experienced and street smart

But this time I left to go somewhere without a reason

And I'm kicking myself for it

You know you generally leave for a university place or that dream job on the 45th floor of a dream city

I'm generally an excellent planner

I cross all my t's and dot all my i's.

But the conditions and the people brought out the worst in me

Fast forward I'm in this house and I'm regretting my decision completely

I am homesick

I am nostalgic

And I really just want to go back to see my family and friends

A decision like this made me realise I'm only leaving once I get my university place

I'm getting cabin fever

And generally my legs are itching

I know it's night and it'll pass but I just wanna be back in my old room

Doing my shit

So I can seeya everyone

I'm off to save lives

I'm using this website to keep myself grounded and busy and productive but I'm losing my marbles

My parents have lost the plot

And right when I'm planning to jet

Boris is up my arse saying COVID is out for us all

Screw all of ya

I'm ploughing regardless

I also don't feel comfortable where I am in the slightest

I'm slowly beginning to realise my priorities and the everyone else's are world's apart

oh look another vent entry

Get me out of here

It's fine kiddo not long to go

Just got a message from my mum

She's lost the plot

And so has my dad

She thinks she's a Secretary

And my dad thinks he's a boss

They've read some stuff literally

And it's gone to their head

These are not my parents

My family has lost the plot

All of four of them have lost the plot

Can we just act normal