Look into the flames and see what they say 🔥

I think I'm going to make these entries abit more coherent now.

My flight to my home city got cancelled today. Received an email this afternoon. Was gutted but no reason was provided so changed to another day during that week.

Have to book accomodation next for a bit. Flight cancellation actually gives me a bit more time. Was looking at some options today but might be best to book with a good night's sleep and a clear head.

Sorted some stuff out today. Been fairly stable but getting sick of the sight I see every morning I wake up. Every house operates differently. Every person has different priorities in life. I want to make something of myself so I'm going to have to make sacrifices. I made this clear to my dad today.

Looking forward to going back to home turf though. I have a lot more opportunities and connections there. Nearer to a bigger capital as well. I settled for second best here. Why waste time when I could go straight for gold.

My air freshener has gone missing.

I was going to write more about where I am living but I think I've seen and heard enough. I have a lot of patience but circumstances like these make me realise what I am not and what type of person I don't want ever want to be. It pays dividends in the long run.

Also why waste your precious life energy on matters of no importance?

I already know what my priorities are.

I also realised the "main" keys to my flat have gone missing today as well.

Getting kind of sick this...

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Being crooked vs. being perfection

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I found a picture of my younger brother and I today. I thought I'd lost it but I realised it was there all along, tucked in my paperwork.

Made me well up a little.

Absolute superstar when he bears that cheeky grin.

Realised I've been missing him and my younger brother after him loads.

Just generally missing all of my family right now...

200th post

It's time to go.

I GOT THE GREEN FLAG.

I'M COMING HOME!!!!!!!!!

I'm in a mad house

I'm in a mad house

I'm in a mad house

Tea

Teeth

Audiobook

RE-ENTERED INTO ITS TRUE PLACE

So here's my problem: I want to go out. Not like just out for a wander with a kid or a walk, but like out out. The girl next to me is forever waiting for her boyfriend. Screw a man that makes you wait. I respected her wishes and LEFT. Mates are what you require.

Now I could go on my own - absolutely. That is a dream. But I'm feeling friendly today after a wholesome period of self-isolation and restoration and that's an opportunity to take a hold of so when I have potential bait to take with me in my vicinity why shouldn't I take people along for the ride. I'm looking for a cavalry. I can't take the rest of people out with me - it's not a kid and mother friendly night. Neither am I going to go and play bingo down my local club.

I'm looking for people on the razmatazz. I thought I would plan my night out for next week because I'm going BACK TO MY HOMECITY. There, I have people who would join in a finger click because they are all on the same journey - profesionals, students, young'un's, no kids or other SO's so I've got two options imo: I could stall or I could arrange pre-planned fun as ​the homecoming queen with familiar faces.

Second one sounds way better :)