Look into the flames and see what they say 🔥

"When people tell you who they are, Maya Angelou famously advised, believe them. Just as importantly, however, when people try to tell you who you are, dont believe them. You are the only custodian of your own integrity, and the assumptions made by those that misunderstand who you are and what you stand for reveal a great deal about them and absolutely nothing about you."

Integrity is the practice of being honest and showing a consistent and uncompromising adherence to strong moral and ethical principles and values.

Assumption: something that you accept as true without question or proof.

Stay true to you, my wholesome beans

xo

I had to attend choir at lunchtime than frolick

Dyou know when you're glad not to be someone?

Exactly.

I'm ready to go back.

Blood is thicker than water.

I have everything.

A few questions for myself

how did I end up here after half a year of non-productive meandering useless 6 months?

what is the end goal?

where am I best suited to finish it off?

***who can I trust?***

when will I get to see my parents?

when will I get to see my two favourite chaps and annoy them?

when will this all be over without other people getting involved?

why am I so homesick?

where do you draw the line on all of this?

Bored

Bored

Bored

This is all wrong

A complete and utter bloody mess it's giving me an itch

I want to go back to my dad, brothers, and mother

That's where I belong

Back to my house

Back to that street

Take my shit

And finish my goddamn studies

My home is nowhere else

YOU HEAR ME NOWHERE ELSE

First of all what the help is going on?

First of all what the hell is going on?

Second of all I'm not ill. At all.

I am MISERABLE because I'm trying to get out of this situation and away from these people, this city and this general area I have prodded myself into after 6 gruelling months.