Look into the flames and see what they say 🔥

Sometimes you need a break from life

Distance, time and solitude

And you realise the layers of the person you became were never you

Some layers like the relationships, and the boyfriends and the notion of kids and just lots of things And the fact that dependency is not what you wear much to the dismay of A LOT of people

And how friends are a priority when you realise most of your friends were poor uneducated jealous and with no purpose and latched onto you for money but also FAMILY as well And wanted to see you call to feel better about themselvez

And then you do consider

And suddenly like a jigsaw puzzle you pick the piecez that for you

And whatever the puzzle becomes it who you are

And people can make guesses about the stereotype or whatever

And pretend to be your buddy

But you kinda realise

You have to be really careful of who you let in

ALWAYS

People will constantly push themselves to be who they think you are

But you are only you

So keep them guessing ...

GET ME OUT OF HERE.

It's only a week.

It feels like A BLOODY DECADE.

Because IM not where I should be, I'm running tracks in the past to places that I closed years back.

why

I gotta find something to do

I don't think I have a photographic memory

But I capture snapshots in my mind

Sometimes when I am processing a random scene of my daily drudgery appears

Generally it's a hilarious one

And I'm probably hours fast forward in future

Pmsl

So I did a thing this evening.

I thought about it real hard this weekend, like real hard.

I was hesitant at going forward with it.

But I realised a lot of my troubles are because that thing needs to be patched up.

It's been bleeding for years and I am wasting precious blood and spilling it everywhere - figure of speech.

A huge part of who I am belongs there and I don't think I can be happy or at peace until it gets fixed.

I'm past the point of caring what other people think.

This is important to be and I'm taking back eleven years wasted of being a daughter and a sister.

After conversing with a two year old (yup this is my life) I am

#foreverandalways

The "Big Sister"

WELCOME TO CLUB QUARANTINE!!!!!!!!!

Let's have a shot of green tea and chat to two year olds.

The lighting is GREAT.

The sounds system is popping.

This feels totally worth it because I've obviously worked a twelve hour day so I'm feeling like this is worth it than just heating my face over a cooker.

Everyone's MY AGE.

Let's all talk about science concepts!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not.

So glad I don't have this life and never will.

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I don't share

Ooooo what a poor sense of pokey entitlement people have in getting their paws dirty.

Anti feminist BS.