Look into the flames and see what they say 🔥
I booked my flight after it got cancelled again.
My mother seemed to have a hissy fit over the phone today.
As usual I ignored her hysteria - she's unhinged.
But I booked it again, because I want to see my parents.
And my brothers.
And go back to my "family" home.
I want my room back.
And I want to patch things up with my blood.
And have my career back on track.
Sounds like a good idea to me
late night thoughts
I belong to nobody but myself
I belong to my father
I belong to my brothers
I am protected
I am shielded
They live within me
They are by me
They are my guardians
Also what a shit 6 months!
Nearly over :)
A perspective
Hello,
I've gained a few pounds over the years, but generally I like to eat a lot. I am not very educated or sophisticated but I like to lather it on as if I am. If I act as if I am then maybe that will be enough to show other people that I am like that. I'm really good at causing chaos at inappropriate times because I don't know what social etiquette is. I like to make mountains out of molehills and believe that by demanding and ordering, people will take me seriously although I don't have the credentials, accolades or general identity to back it up in the slightest. I like to bullshit but it's abit strange that the person I'm talking to spent a year studying deception for her UG thesis so it's a bit of ironic situation. I thoroughly am convinced I am entitled to concepts that are not my own. I think I'm really great. But I'm not too sure if I'm worth the sympathy anymore. It appears my Personal Independent Payment clearly shows what my background is. I'm part of that system and I'm deluded in thinking that I am totally relatable to people who are completely different to me. I lack finesse, and I could do with a visit to the physiotherapist. Because I am married and have never really ventured out into the real world I realise my way of navigating other people who are different to me is a bit strained. I'm doing the best I can though but what else can a woman of da pindz do? Actually we try. I spend most of my day lounging and chatting and gossiping. Because I never really learned what healthy emotional control is I like to spill my vitriol onto other people. Even young kids. They say low or average people talk about other people and events and that's absolutely true because better people talk about ideas. I like to watch soaps, a lot to the point if the screen was liquidated I would jump right in. You see, when you lack purpose and direction in your life or don't do much that is constructive you want that excitement. My life is a drama, and it's never going to end. I am the worst representation of my community and I give women in general a bad name. I don't think anything exciting in my life will be happening anytime soon except a lot of appointments because my maladies are now my identity, beyond that I'm a pretty flat character. If I was asked an interesting question like what is your viewpoint on the construction of thanksgiving day considering the historical implications that took place before it becoming a national holiday and even other countries now globally observing it? I can guarantee you my face would go blank. I like to take other people's things. I also really don't know what morality or ethics are but such high level philosophical ideology is really hard to grasp for the common soul who wants food, TV and banter. It is really a dreary existence but I try my best to make it as irritating for everyone else and blend in my dreary landscape surroundings of towering overcrowded block of flats with people like me and dilapidated buildings. I would find this perplexing to read but I suppose everyone insults in their own way. The writer obviously appears to think this is amusing because it is a sharp, clever and witty dialogue on an individual that really is something else to them. Difficult to manage but smoothly handled so far. I hope though you can still accept me for who I am, but it appears I shall continue watching those soaps and looking at home pharmaceutical cupboard than actually making real lifestyle changes. Join me on my chaotic ride.
G'night 7cups :)
morning thoughts
I know where I fit in
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"A society that doesn't respect a woman's anger, doesn't respect women."
-Soraya Chemaly
Accepting my family have lost the plot is good for me.
I also want to roll my eyes.
One hundred thousand eye rolls.
Is there a meme for this - can I make one?
It's definitely a mood.
it's a meme
this is a mood
Hey look! The sun is shining!
Eh whatever.
Sometimes I think you're the parent.
How do you cope?
Believe me, I've been asking myself the same question for years.
