Look into the flames and see what they say 🔥
Now I went downstairs and the Mrs. Insane is led on the sofa and as I walk she's started her micromanagement again.
who are you? I've only known you for a month. What is your problem?
I clap back yesterday to her and her husband loses his temper.
I've been trying to avoid you since day one because I know you'd look like someone who has no self control or discipline so this was what I expected.
He has a key for the all the rooms
how uncomfortable does that make you feel?
super.
The parents alongside the kids are fantastic liars which I picked up early on but I'm losing my patience now.
this is not my home.
this is not my family.
my home is the house where I completed my secondary education
my parents have blocked my number
the other guy and his wife have disappeared with their two kids
I've been trying to stay out of this business for weeks now
but I don't want to be here
Then I receive text messages and email upon messages yesterday evening from my parents because the woman and her chimney smoking companion have been annoying my parents once again.
that's my job.
I hear people speaking on behalf of me
I can do that myself
some people especially those that live decades back appear to think they are qualified - they are not.
so what exactly is this atmosphere ?
this is why I stay far away from my culture and my community
Because even though I'm not from here they are toxic in all its forms
I can do everything myself
I just want to go back to my home city
what a ruddy shit 6 months
Yup I'm baffled just as much as anyone else
totally bewilder or perplex.
'an unexplained occurrence that baffled everyone'
synonyms: perplex, puzzle, bewilder, mystify, bemuse, confuse, confound, nonplus, disconcert, throw, set someone thinking, flummox, discombobulate, faze, stump, beat, fox, be all Greek to, floor, fog, buffalo, wilder, gravel, maze, cause to be at a stand, pose, obfuscate, puzzling, bewildering, perplexing, mystifying, bemusing, confusing, unclear, difficult/hard to understand, beyond one, above one's head, mysterious, enigmatic, obscure, abstruse, unfathomable, inexplicable, incomprehensible, impenetrable, cryptic, opaque, wildering
restrain or regulate (a fluid, sound, etc.).
'to baffle the noise further, I pad the gunwales'
synonyms: thwart, frustrate, foil, balk, check, block, hinder, obstruct, bar, prevent, deflect, divert
I'm going home.