Marie's Diary
Hi there, I am 30 years old. I am from Panama. I love music, I draw sometimes too. I want to become a yoga teacher.
01-02-19:
Wohooo January already. Well I have been a bit lazy with the translations lots of rest. Today I did translate. I woke up, drank coffee, had breakfast and took medicine. I did the translation for a while. I have had three meals today which is good. I took a shower all basics covered. I took a nap pretty long I think. About that it makes me feel guilty, you know? That for some reason, I need more rest than others and that my pace is soo slow compared with others. Well I had dinner just a while ago and now listening music and writting. I hope you are having a good time.
@Totheskyandbeyond Happy New Year! I totally get what you mean about feeling guilty especially when it comes to comparing ourselves with others. Life can definitely be seen as a competition for many. I am proud that you are looking over yourself by eating well, sleeping well, and taking your medication. Even those basics can require motivation and effort. Best wishes! :)
@lovelyWhisper66 hey lovely how are you?
@Totheskyandbeyond Hiya, that was super quick! :O I'm doing alright thanks for asking; I wasn't active here over the holidays, so I'm settling back in.
@lovelyWhisper66 Yeah hehe kind of boring in here lately. I would rather have a job outside home.
@Totheskyandbeyond *hugs if you are okay with it* Yeah, I totally feel you! I'm sure you will find the job you desire this year Marie. You show great persistence, and it is great that you are expressing yourself here regularly. It is awesome self care! :)
@lovelyWhisper66 I am ok with it. I am not used to gugs outside 7 cups but working on it. I really hope so. Thanks! Too bad you are not taking chats with members.
@Totheskyandbeyond Glad to hear you are doing okay! I know, I feel so bad, but I just don't have the flexibility for chats these days. Hopefully, in the next few weeks, I can do them.
@lovelyWhisper66 Don't worry if you can't you just can't. I can't listen lately either. For my mood is not the best.
01-03-19:
Right now I am feeling demotivated... =(
01-06-19:
Yesterday it was all about sleeping. I read manga too. I did take a shower and eat something. I was so tired for some reason.
Today I have a meeting between brother and sisters.
@Totheskyandbeyond It
@lovelyWhisper66 Yeah although I should catch up with the translation, it went well! good news. Have a lovely week too. =)
01-07-19:
I feel today right now. I went to the movies to see The Return of Mary Poppins and it was awesome and then I ate sushi, on my own but I don't care really. I had so much fun.
01-09-19:
Positive things:
- I had three meals
- I translated a bit
- I took a shower
- I took a small nap
Not so positive:
I ate too much cheesecake
I wasn't able to practice yoga or meditate... It is just too hard for me right now
I felt bored and a little upset when remembering things of the past and also of the present... that my family won't change because they don't want to.
01-14-19:
Hello! This weekend I took my course to become a yoga teacher. And today, I woke up early. I ate breakfast, drank coffee and I took my medicines. I took a shower too so I could translate as much as possible.
Well my brother needed the computer to do something about his work... oh well.. I waited and then translate. I have 20 pages translated.
I am feeling good. =)
01-21-19:
Yesterday the light AND water went for a couple of hours... I could take a shower just about in time. I am feeling good so far. On Saturday I went to a yoga class and it felt good. How are you?
Hugs to everyone!
01-30-19:
Hello everybody. Today I went to the appointment with the doctor... And made an appointment with the psychiatrist. I, also, waited and received the medicines. It was all about that kind of things.
I woke up early for that, had fried eggs for breakfast and the coffee of course. I, feel guilty by this but, bought some things for my face. Like beauty stuff for the skin.
@Totheskyandbeyond Hi Marie! So proud that you went to the doctors and set up an appt with the psychiatrist. It sounds like quite the productive day! I know what you mean by feeling guilty on such matters. You deserve some pampering every now and then. It is all about moderation. Best wishes!
02-04-19:
I was daydreaming last Saturday about having my own place. It was so strong that I lose sleep... I stayed awake until like midnight.
Yesterday I slept all day long then.. and now I am here I just drank coffee and it's 7:12 am in here.
03-05-19:
Hey guys. In here it's Carnivals and while everyone is in like a forever party I am at home. Sleeping a lot. Everything is fine in here. Yesterday my brother's girlfriend Sussie cooked something for me =)
And I laugh because my brother's daughter blushed when my brother and girlfriend were talking about a chef that was handsome and my brother kind of got jealous. It was SO funny.
