Modal0154: journal 3
Frig, mistaken response in 'pre-journal 3 journal' @~@ >~< ..
Believe it or not I find journaling here less distracting than when I enter DA--one of the arguable last (or at least less censored'(?)) frontiers of internet self-expression; https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2015/02/when-diary-keeping-gets-in-the-way-of-living/386321/
No information stuffing after sunset.
Writing things shortly, is a drag for me.
Let it be known how a person can very much be 'near abstinent' in several ways^1 but still have mental health issues b/c of inaction^2 -- 'altered consciousness' still means something to me but goodness forbid that it ever be 'commodified' as a performance enhacing or worse yet ^3 'relaxant' means to an end.
^1 coming off as unintentionally 'straight edge' w/no history of marijuna or alcohol use etc
^2 the kind of inaction w/the kind of basis I resent neuronormatives for not understanding says the autistic
^3 b/c remember dumba--s =_= *inaction*, basis of inaction
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I wonder if what could be said about 'micro-dosing' and apparent improvements to health can apply to cats and catnip use?.
Of course you don't need to absorb 'any individual's ideology' to make a decision based on inaction like childlessness..but it's tempting
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when you like admitting how even if several ppl might make thinkpieces on a topic there is one YouTuber you follow b/c the oral quality of their voice 'consistently get you'.
'_' D---n it!, a msg regarding a change to my reception of social assistance possibly going paperless!.
Understand that as much as I support environmental sustainability, I will exempt to not accepting this b/c of my anxiety that what I would report online wouldn't be recognized or more likely to be contested.
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No new librarian assistant who I know of.
Let me say before my laptop battery runs out and while I'm astoundingly comfortable enough to say this, I think I hate 'the listener culture' on this site. At the moment.
classic rap battle: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWR7RW8fM94
When someone you powerfully resent apparently wrote a postgrad thesis..=_=...good grief, I did not understand this person.
Noticing 'reservation life' memes and something about a 'pointing with lips'.. '_' I recognize that as an Hispanic mannerism* and this makes me think (a) how when it came to mestizaje that mannerism might have more likely came from the Native part than the European part and (b) how far south throughout the Americas did this mannerism reach w/Natives?.
*my mom comes to mind
Esa musica =u=
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Regret for not knowing how risqué certain scenes
