Modal0154: journal 3
The allocation of labour or effort, until you attain uber-competent, never failing automaticity, listening to teaching voices not even really compatible w/your own body but essentially as close to an accessible source as you can ever expect.
If someone * had told you how you could ever only work in a area never more than ~1/2 hr away from you, it sure would've f--d up 'childhood idealism' even more,eh?.
*b/c you can't nor ever expect to drive
When you miso- or day- theistic thoughts so strong your too afraid to have offspring b/c of how you expect to explain to them how...perpetually menacing metaphysics, never exempting.
Sonetging about ~'natural selection being the Devil' --audiobook adapted from a Robert Wright work
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F--k y'all! >:|
Albums:
Philip Glass: the complete piano etudes
Animals in love by Philip Glass
Overture by Bjork
Play by Moby
Zen Shakuhachi by Alvin Takegawa Ramos
Babies 'original motion picture soundtrack' by Bruno Coulais
('the perpetual self' by Sufjan Stevens inclusion, might make mileage vary)
Music for airports by Brian Eno
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Correction
'Overture' by Bjork isn't an album on it's own but a piece from "Selmasongs: Music from the Motion Picture Soundtrack 'Dancer in the Dark''.
=______=.....if I return, I owe no one an explanation.
~5 more weeks w/out dreaded higher-up..want to take another recreational like course.
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*Sigh* will I get through the tedium of doing Excel stuff to some bank info?. That is the question.
I really recommend playing 'holiday music' whenever the insidiousness of ennui seems to be lurking up on a day, for it to not lose it's specialness.
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*sigh* just be honest, tell your financial counselor how you forgot how to do the Excel like thing..=__= =~= ..
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Ibid..trying not to kick myself for that. Self-blame.
Gj: Lovely weather
`_` [i]Really now?[/i]..
"Western education remains a fetish of the colonial past"--Thursten J. Pattberg
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Speaking as someone who reluctantly attends to animals he had no interest in bringing into the family, I can only imagining how in a more rural sort of lifestyle, how tied down a person might potentially be to the time it takes to get livestock to water and feeding them.
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That one like/'arrow up' makes it all the less likely that I'll continue to intellectually hurt myself.
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I distrust the listener community here. Most of the time--I don't like it's system.
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Th*o*rsten J. Pattberg, I think.
March break+2 extra weeks off apparently for certain cousins.
When that NBA season cancellation thing from 'Space jam' actually happens..note, not a sports follower.
Stupid thing is that you would think that as internet access and conviencence improves overall, it'd take mean to contacting listeners would be easier...>~< @~@ ugh, from my web design perspective there is something deeply off there.
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One reason for not having like the attribute of omnipotence?. To me it sounds too much like 'writing the rules as you go'.
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..like*d*..
..so much vibrancy to life but d--n how pornography makes for a stale reason/hang-up to be miserable..