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Modal0154 January 16th, 2020

Less confusion, more clarity. An expectation and a break.

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Modal0154 OP March 11th, 2020

The Phoenix is great for jump starting creation, but were talking about micro-surgery on the soul. That requires a human touch. That makes me vulnerable.

And the life it represents. Having no free will means total absolution for responsibility. No matter what happens, its not my fault. You cant imagine how tempting--!.

Jean Grey/Phoenix while talking to Nightcrawler/Kurt Wagner about reviving his daughter from an alternate timeline Nocturne/Talia Wagner.

(X-men: the end, book 2: heroes & martyrs #3 p.9)

(X-men: the end, book 2: heroes & martyrs #6 p.11 .Forgot who was talking--either Prof.X or Kitty Pryde)

While the X-men have always existed to protect us from those dwell in the abyss, the school is ever focused on that summit.

Why humanity is fractured, I do not know—why some of us have enhanced genes and others not—but that should not, must not matter...for fundamentally we all come from the same stock.

We born of this world, composed of the same raw materials as the cosmos itself, a potentially magnificent family of sentient beings.

We fight because we must, that is reality. But why we fight must never be forgotten.

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Modal0154 OP March 11th, 2020

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'soul' was meant to be emboldened-- `_` something about how comics know when to embolden a word even if a character say isn't consistently loud.

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GhostGirl44 March 11th, 2020

@Modal0154

Hi Modal, met you in chat the other night! I like what you say above about "surgery on the soul", sounds like something I wish I could have done. Hope you're doing well! :)

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Modal0154 OP March 11th, 2020

As juvenile as this might be to express..a 'power fantasy' as to what sort of voice I'd like in establishing 'come-uppance' to specific past harassers..

https://youtu.be/8-4zn6ZqKyY?t=222

~3:42~4:12

you might recognize this Keith David fellow, from such voices as these..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QxF9_R2c8To

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Modal0154 OP March 12th, 2020

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Todo videos son esculpturas hecho de tiempo.

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Modal0154 OP March 12th, 2020

Gj:

Sympathy of 'financial counselor' and updating during an appointment

Art

Being told about the tax thing online from one of my jobs

Having biked as much as I have including 'finding a new route' out of Westdale to go back east

My parents returning/incoming from their trip

Printing

Chocolate almond milk

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Modal0154 OP March 12th, 2020

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Power outage which inconveniently appeared before leaving for an appointment having been temporary.

It was nice while it lasted (my parents not being present for ~2 months).

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Modal0154 OP March 12th, 2020

The ending of the time in the employment program I have been drawing near.

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Modal0154 OP March 12th, 2020

Being able to cancel a continuing charge on a social bike trip at an hq, barely before it closed (the representative was kindly)

My parents returning and the novelty of their baggage.

What they have to say about the trip.

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I don't like camelflage patterned fashion.

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Modal0154 OP March 12th, 2020

When you hear your mom talk about your dad's non sobriety and issues w/assertiveness for others.

Genderized takes on standing up for others'.

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Modal0154 OP March 12th, 2020

My mom saying how no one *going into* El Salvador from the .U.S. was allowed in unless they agreed to quarantine.

Meh. My opinion on COVID-19.

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Modal0154 OP March 12th, 2020

High finance impact stuff which I don't understand a relative bringing up.

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Modal0154 OP March 13th, 2020

I didn't like the time we bonded over a cousin's attempt at a 'diss rap' over someone they had feelings for, I don't like a family group chat being filled w/COVID-19 related memes.

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Modal0154 OP March 13th, 2020

There is a Japanese jazz album which I like, by a person or group with a name which reminds me of someone I partnered with for an English class project once, which I faltered.