Modal0154 journal: vol.IV
Speaking as someone who..lacks autonomy, speaking as someone who is autistic, speaking as someone 'fundamentally' friendless, speaking as someone who communicates, speaking as someone who struggles not to regret, speaking as someone unsure of resuming to read through what he wrote, speaking as someone bilingual, speaking as someone who has *a lot of issues* 'following his own voice', speaking as someone who 'doesn't do self-confidence', speaking as someone who 'doesn't do trust' neither intrapersonal or interpersonally w/uncompromising authenticity..
John Cage's idea of how silence is only an idea, intrigues/fascinated me..
how I wish to gush about it
When I'll need to speak to a listener it'll be about what kind of dating is right for me. I can't guarantee that I will always not go off-color in what I express but one reason I try is to not off put listeners from what might be considered lewd.
I'm not too sure if this is lewd or too personal to ask but has anyone or has anyone at least ever thought of making a playlist for make-out 'and/or beyond' , particularly if the music isn't vocal?.
1 online quiz outcome to go over and 1 more video of sorts to go for today
intention
Search for little paragraph on 'takeway'--it's somewhere in the notepad files of one of the three accounts.
While we either wait for things to 'settle down' on their own or expect a properly developed vaccine to catch our attention if we care to sustain it in mind for more or less a year,
..for better or worse the re-election campaign is motorizing more...
..you might call the following audacious hindsight
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gNoNkJc2CZE
not a 'Marvel 'What if ?' ' event..
When you don't even watch a promising video you put a link to and forget how YouTubers are out there embracing April fool's
I'm starting to cede the thought of how that 'The Aesthetics of Boredom. Lithuanian Photography 1980 - 1990' (Agne Narustye) book ended--social media would a could follow up area to research. That book came out in '10 and I'm sure if I sift among thinkpieces on vapourwave or even lofi I might find a 'spiritual successor'.
Bless Adam Neely.
Today I learned about the word 'staycation'
xD Imagine the 'Playstation' commercial voice saying that word w/some kind of accompanying logo.
I like Sean Maher's voicing of Nightwing/D--k Greyson.
Wish mine sounded like that--'a more action-y' David Spade ; p :)
Cocky as the character is I like the voice actor for Johnny Cage ( not John Cage xD ) of the last three MK games and from the 'revenge of Scorpion' trailer.
Guessing most of it's profitability will be through digital downloads at this point.
Is several miutes I'll be wrapping down the online work quota.
I*n* several..
=_= Hate how my typical 'higher-up' is the one I'll need to send my logged time to b/c I see her being judgemental of what I choose. It might get to the point that the 14 days after May the 5th which I booked for vacation might become rescheduled.
Ese ano estando ahi se acerca.
Didn't really understand her msg about logging into the hpl microsoft network.
Isn't that a library intranet thing?.
=_= She herself brought up how she didn't understand how it works. Thankfully I'm winding down the hours I needed to meet and hence don't have to jusitfy remaining 'work time' w/what she would prefer to be done.
Mom's watching 'Queen of the south' and =_= I friggin hate how nebbish, banal, autistic 'nerds' like myself don't get the importance of Spanish recognized when stupidly zealous posturing crime/drug bosses are so in vogue.
*ugh* =~= when things settle down, will it also apply to friggin organized crime ?.
Please, painting over porn ideas.