Modal0154 journal: vol.IV
Speaking as someone who..lacks autonomy, speaking as someone who is autistic, speaking as someone 'fundamentally' friendless, speaking as someone who communicates, speaking as someone who struggles not to regret, speaking as someone unsure of resuming to read through what he wrote, speaking as someone bilingual, speaking as someone who has *a lot of issues* 'following his own voice', speaking as someone who 'doesn't do self-confidence', speaking as someone who 'doesn't do trust' neither intrapersonal or interpersonally w/uncompromising authenticity..
John Cage's idea of how silence is only an idea, intrigues/fascinated me..
how I wish to gush about it
Times like these when you feel the need to be careful not to eat too much when exercise equipment access and going outdoors is limited.
6 hrs due
The gracious privlege of being in such a position where Lynda.com coursework could be an acceptable substitute for workplace labour, which can still entail that you remain on payroll..
Parents listening/watching announcement by the Salvadoran president about the adjustments to bills, food supplies etc which will be done to accomodate public health undertakings.
=_= ......despise it when my parents watch conspiratorial videos and COVID-19 is no exception.
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Understand I still despise conspiratorial videos. However, in the interest of an 'intellectual exercise' one could take a look at today's population control conspiracies and 'work backwards' to see how they relate to the legitimate eugenics espousements from before WWII^1
^1 which might have origins, ultimately w/the social Darwinist shlock of the 19th century.
"And maybe I'm loving it!".^1
What my mind feels like yelling out when I hear the phrase 'c--ks--k-r' being used as a expletive. Imo that as datedly heterosexist, if not as homophobic as using 'the homophobic f word meaning kindling' and could be used a demarcation of judgement for either ignorant chauvinism and/or being in a +40 age demographic.
^1 I say as a cisgender heterosexual w/a defiance towards such a stupid line of insult which pettily tries to put possible fondness for oral sex on the spot, >:I which from what I would understand and assume is fairly hypocritical when it's coming from heterosexuals.
Heard someone say that phrase in a quasi-rant tone while walking dog.
It's not a sad day when the internet stop looking so innovative.
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If there is anyone British or more specifically *English* looking at this, feedback on any of these videos would be appreciated..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qeFY-XxqfG4 , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeUcgXyKc6Y , https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZwioxJLW02s
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Paul Tillich: "Doubt isn't the opposite of faith but an element of it"
Yo soy cinico a la idea de amistad.
The phenomenology of music.
Statis.
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It's all about that wise mind, as per mindfulness.