Mood

"Delicate Sunflower" All I ever wanted was the fairytale but all I ever got were nightmares instead. My screams go unheard as I lay in the bottom of darkness wanting it to end. Pain in my heart from all of the scars left unhealed send me into a never-ending cycle of infuriation. "Keep breathing for what reason?" I ask myself. If my vital organs could talk it would be a long conference and a battle with one another over how to keep me alive when all I want is to not feel anything. I am a sunflower. Soft, gentle but delicate in my own nature. I shine when the sun is at its most high and when that high wears off, I'm right back where I started. I'm right back where I started. -B . My screams go unheard as I lay in the bottom of darkness wanting it to end. Pain in my heart from all of the scars left unhealed send me into a never-ending cycle of infuriation. Keep breathing for what reason I ask myself. If my vital organs could talk it would be a long conference and a battle with one another over how to keep me alive when all I want is to not feel anything. I am a sunflower. Soft, gentle but delicate in my own nature. I shine when the sun is at its most high and when that high wears off, I'm right back where I started. I'm right back where I started.