My Diary Entry
I want to change myself but I don't know how. I can't let go of the feelings of hate, revenge, anger and guilt. It makes me feel like I am the worst person on earth, but how can I be the worst person on earth if other people are the ones who created these feelings in me. I can't forgive even if I try to. I want to be free. I don't want to live under the burden of these negative feelings. It's so hard.
@Zarram77 Hello ^-^ I just wanted to tell you that you thinking about the change, shows that you are already on the path. The journey is long so in the start and even somewhere in between it can feel like no progress is being made but that's not true, you are already trying to change and that will lead you to your next step. Be gentle with yourself while you figure things out, mindfulness/meditation/ affirmations and many things can help with letting go of the emotions that no longer helps us, try to figure out what works for you :). I am really proud of you for trying.<3