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User Profile: xoMorgs
xoMorgs June 10th, 2020

Hey everyone, I'm Morgs! I'm 25, and live in Florida with my beautiful girlfriend. YES, I am a lesbian. I am currently battling Glioblastoma Multiforme Stage IV Terminal Brain Cancer, and B-Cell Chronic Lymphocytic Luekemia. But I'm a warrior, and I continue to fight each day. This is my "dairy", and I'll do my best to post here every day even if it's just one sentence. Or one word. Replies are ALWAYS welcome, but absolutely NO trolling, or negativity. This is for positivity, happiness, and love only. XOXO ♡

- Morgs 🕊️|| Everywhere you go, Spread love. ~ m.w 🐺

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User Profile: GreatestClassiest
GreatestClassiest June 10th, 2020

@wolfembrace

Reading your post tears ooze but also inflict gladness and provide firm hope to everyone. Hope you'll be fine soon. :)

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xoMorgs OP June 10th, 2020

@Hashib22

Aw thank you so much. Because it is terminal, there's no cure. But I'll be damned if I let that get in the way of me living my life up until then ♡

- Morgs 🕊️|| Everywhere you go, Spread love. ~ m.w 🐺

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GreatestClassiest June 10th, 2020

@wolfembrace

You Bold Beauty ☺

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xoMorgs OP June 10th, 2020

Today has been a rough day for me. I'm chronically anxious, feeling hopeless and depressed, and just overall unwell. I had therapy this morning though which did help a lot. I'm lucky to have such an incredible therapist. I don't know what I'd do without her. As far as my cancer goes, I've been struggling with my o2 levels, chronic headaches, low BP, etc etc. I'm feeling scared, lost, a little lonely; and just wish I felt better. I hope everyone else's day is going much better than mine. Sending huge hugs, love, and light to each and every one of your beautiful selves. ♡ xoxo ~ Morgs

- Morgs 🕊️|| Everywhere you go, Spread love. ~ m.w 🐺

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User Profile: Slizzy564
Slizzy564 June 10th, 2020

@wolfembrace

Hi there. I'm sorry to hear that you're having a bad day. I hope that tomorrow brings you more peace and maybe some rest. I'm happy to hear that your therapist is helping you. Sounds like you have a good relationship with them.

Sending positive energy and warm hugs your way <3

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xoMorgs OP June 10th, 2020

@Slizzy564

you just made my day. Thank you so much 😭😭😭

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Slizzy564 June 11th, 2020

@wolfembrace

You're more than welcome. You seem to be having a hard time. I just wish you some peace and positivity. Everyone deserves that, especially you.

Sending big hugs your way :)

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xoMorgs OP June 18th, 2020

Goodmorning everyone! Today is a rough day for me. I'm feeling sad, depressed, and extremely anxious. I feel like I have too much going on, while nothing going on all at the same time. Luckily I do have therapy today!

Regarding my cancer, things are still the same but worsened slightly over the past few days. It's a little harder to breathe, but we are trying something new instead of regular oxygen, we are implementing liquid oxygen in my nebulizer also, to see if that helps bring the 02 levels in my blood up at all. Here's to hoping!

I've been writing again, which, well, it's a big deal. So that's a major positive. Maybe I'll share some of my poetry sometime here! I have so much!
I hope all of you are having a beautiful day, and continue to stay positive! I'm always here if anyone needs anything! ❤

XOXO ~ Morgs

- Morgs 🕊️|| Everywhere you go, Spread love. ~ m.w 🐺

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xoMorgs OP June 19th, 2020

I'm so tired but cannot sleep

I know I'm not the only one

Yet in my heart down so deep

I feel so desperately alone

Darkness has fallen all around

I cannot even see the moon

I don't know if I will be found

So I lay and listen to this tune

I hope it will help the pain go away

I feel it in my body and my heart

The song doesn't help make him stay

It just rips my world apart

I can't decide what to do

And it seems that no one can

So I just try to play it cool

But no one can really understand

I just need to sleep and dream away

I need to be rid of all this pain

My brain is a mess all astray

And my heart is an empty stain.

m.s // empty
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