My feelings in general

I decided to take the time to write about some of the feelings I've felt for the past few months, both positive and negative.

Negative:

-I feel lonely once more. I mean, I can function fine by myself, but I broke up with my girlfriend a few months ago. We're still friends, even though I was advised to move on. Because I can't imagine distancing myself from someone who had brought so much good to my life. With school and work on my case, I just feel lonely not having that level of companionship.

-I feel so frustrated. I'm so sick of being stuck here. I want my own place so badly. I have the money saved up for it and everything. But I haven't finished my program yet at school, seeing as the classes for it are few and far between (mostly set up for returning students who work full time). I get so ill going to school, even though I love being a part of PTK. I feel like it is my anchor to all the bullshit that has been my college career so far. If it wasn't for that, I would have said screw it and transfered to finished. I' mjust tired of being stuc. I'm tired of worrying about grades, tests, assignments, due dates, I'm sick of all of it.

-I miss one of my friends a lot. We use to hang out a lot when I was working at my old job, but she had a lot of stuff go down in her life recently, and has been very busy. I don't fault her for that. Life happens. I just wish I had someone to talk to about real stuff every once in a while.

Positive-

I bought a hat in time, and I love it. It puts a smile on my face every time I play it. I don't want children in my lifetime, but if I did, I want Hat Kid haha. She is adorable.

I'm going to Kansas City soon on a PTK trip for 5 days. It is gonna be awesome. And I get to go to Villanova over the summer.

I tried a stout beer from Good People and enjoyed it a lot. The coffee oatmeal stout. Love the flavoe of it.

I picked up the witcher again. I forgot how much those books absorb me into them.