My life
Well I wanted to share some things gradually. I won't go into lots of details on some of it for my protection. I am not 46 years old. I am a single father. I have one of my children still living with me. He will be 16 in a few months. His mom passed away 3 years ago. It has been a trying experience helping him cope with his loss. We're no where out of the woods yet. I take it day by. I have a total of 8 children with 4 different partners. My oldest is 24 and my youngest is 10. The ones old enough to move on have. The others love with there mother. I have been married 4 times and don't want to do it again. I have made many mistakes in my life. Some that have distorted my marriage. I now just want to move past my past and forget it. I want to move forward with my life and have a normal kind of one. I am not looking forward to when my son moves out on his own. Not ready to be alone but it is what it is.
My eldest is 16 in about 6 months. I feel like it's the beginning of the end. He has had a tough life, my fault rather than his although mostly the fault of my ex. Once he leaves, the others will quickly become old enough to go too. I worry that I don't have enough time to fix the mess I've made so that when he can choose to come back, he does.
