My thoughts (open to all) Trigger Warning
I have these thoughts in my head. Will they ever go away. Two years its been since I've cut. Can I make it another day? I can and I will I tell myself. I've been through worse before. I'll get over yesterday. I just can't share anymore. It all started when I said I wished things were different. I didn't mean it in a bad way. I just wanted to be closer. It made her sad and confused by what i had to say. I thought we wanted the same things. Turns out I didn't have a clue. Now to try and fix it. Too bad I don't know what to do. The urges are always with me. Mostly weak but now getting strong. I need to be punished for what I did wrong. It's been two years since I cut. Do I throw it all away?
I failed
@RedHawk6547 Hey hi ❤️ It's nice to see you. I'm sorry for I'm pouncing. May I ask failed what? No pressure of course
@mytwistedsoul
Nice to see you too. I failed my daughter. She is struggling with life and I feel.like I should have prepared her better. I thought I was being a better mom than I turned out to be. How have you been?
@RedHawk6547 I'm sorry to hear that she struggling ❤️ Sometimes no matter how hard we try to prepare for everything there are always things that pop up that we never gave any thought to. You can't foresee everything. I know that probably doesn't make you better. I'm sure you did your best and I bet you're trying to help her through those struggles. That is important stuff too. That is one of the many things that makes you a good parent
Sometimes I wonder what is the point of it all. I think I try but then I get told otherwise. Going around in circles getting nowhere