Old thoughts ~

Hey, I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy through these times.

So I was looking back at some old "writings" of mine from when I was going through purging and that sort of stuff, but I thought that maybe I could share with anyone who ends up reading this ^-^... and maybe it might be something that you resonates with you.

Anyways.. Here it is XP.

20/9/18

Thinking about it... It's not others. It's me.

Somtimes I just want to be alone. Just me.

Is that so wrong to want?

Wednesday was the hardest of all.

The day I let it show.

The day others took notice.

The day I truely wanted to die

and live

all in one.

The day I finally cried out for another to see.

Just for a split second and then back came my smile.

I sit here writing with the same song on repeat.

repeat.

repeat.

repeat.

My drug.

My.

...

My repeat.