Reaching out to the internoots

Oh boy here I am.

i guess I need to not feel so alone right now. Im 30, have a SO and 4 kids, so Im not alone really, but I only have enough friends to count on one hands. Two of them live with me. At least they are for now.

i just got word from my husband they are moving out in six months.

it make sense, their job is far away. Im not mad at them, but Im so sad about it. After this I wont have and ‘friends. We can say all we want that we will stay in touch but really, Im a 30 year old stay at home and they are six years younger and go out and go to concerts. The only real reason we get to hang out is because we live together and now that its going to change, well lets say that we are kidding ourselves if we say we will stay in touch.

Ive got no one now. Being the odd duck I am, I think I may be alone for a long time. Which sucks. I want to have a friend. Someone to make plans with while my husband is working. But where am I going to find another person who has kids and is in to all the nerdy anime, DnD and other crazy stuff I am? I have been planning a dnd campaign for over a month now, and now its pointless cause half of the group is leaving.

I will live. I will adjust, but I am still left feeling as if a piece of myself has been pulled off. And I am running out of pieces.

Is is there a friend out there for me? A person who I can laugh with and depend on?

I hate to say Im starting to doubt it