Shadow's New Life Adventures
Here we go. A diary. That's just what I need right? I have to do some kind of journal. Since I suck at writing by hand. It's frustrating. We'll do it here.
I moved into a new neighbourhood a few weeks ago. So here I am with my new life. So let's leave stuff behind us. I came here with barely anything yet my mind.
Daily exercise is my goal now. So I went around the neighbourhood. I realised I wasn't going far enough to be good for my health so I pushed myself to go beyond and stretch into new directions. I went on a bit of an adventure. I got a bit lost. I eventually found my way back since I spent the last week trying to visualize the area the best I can make some land marks to notice in case this happened to me. So I thought i was merely going around the block so I walked I walked I walked and I took a left. This huge stretch of land infront of me filled with rows of rows of houses. I walked fast among all of them watching as few people scatter the streets the kids and their parents. So I took another left and ended up walking further. I reached a house with this sort of fence like wooden thing and I noticed this cat up ahead. Now this cat was all black with yellow eyes. He or she was just running towards me from across the houses. they came up to me and I said hello to it and the cat meowed at me. It was so cute I gave it some pets it was very friendly towards me. So I waved bye to my new friend after giving it some attention and contiuned my mission to go back home. Somehow instead of being in the residental area I ended up in the town part... so I took another left and another left hopefully to go around back to my house again. Over another long stretch of land I saw two wild rabbits hopping about. Next thing I knew I was near a school. Now I remembered this school was off to the distance the back of it. So I followed along to what would be the back of the school made my way back a familiar street finally again and found my long way back again. It was quite an adventure.
That ends my entry for now.
@ShadowTag
Nice adventures, it is a sign the cat got close to you, animals know good souls...you are a good writer...
@ButerfleeDreamer
thank you for that. yeah I was surprised when I saw them looking straight towards me. I petted them and they scratched at the wooden post i could tell the cat was comfortable since my cat used to do that gesture all the time.
@ShadowTag
You are welcome and I am glad for your experiences...
I didn't visit my new friend yet, I hope you're doing well out there. I woke up early as always. The snow is in the air today, what awaits for us after the clouds fade? It'll all be revealed, just like that. Following nature's path on our course of light and darkness.
I went on my daily walk, the temperature is still below zero. I came across an interesting note on one of the mail posts. It was a drawn rainbow in crayon so I walked closer to it and it read on top "thank you doctors" (corrected some spelling mistakes but that is what it said) I presume a little kid wrote it judging by the writing style and spelling mistakes but it was still cute to notice. A story I'll never know, but a little piece caught my eye.
settling into new life had a big snowfall earlier.
brain is blanking all the time and my moods shift easily.
anxious often and paranoid about being watched all day.
still haunted wherever I go. The voice doesn't just live in one place it lives inside of me so i can't just move around and get rid of it.
Went for a walk. My headaches.
Eating okay but less now.
in a bad place head is empty and so is the world hollow from inside out I'm stuck in a part of this world that no longer is really moving.
I see things moving around me but all has come still im kind of dizzy my mind is out of focus
