Some thoughts for today

Maybe I found something to work towards after all.

I did my interview today. I think it went much better than the last one I did. I got hung up on one of the questions, but I don't think it'll hurt my chances.

I got to walk around the factory, and I have to say, it was a cool experience. Seeing engines being assembled, robots in action, and the sheer size of the place.

I can definitely see myself working there. And being in that building gave me some vigor to catch back up in school.

However, I can't help but wonder if that'll be all there is to my life. I know I'll need to move out eventually. Pay my own bills, cook my own food, retirement, the works. It kind of bugs me to the point of "is this all there is to life? Work your ass off and retire?" I'm not an adventerous person, so I can't really see myself traveling the world like a lot of peoplle would possibly suggest. Once I start working again, I'll have my hands tied.

And then sometimes I can't see myself being in a relationship with someone. I think it's possible for me to go on a date, but I sometimes wonder if there's anyone out there who is compatible with me. Whenever I see my mom and dad, they seem to love each other a lot. I wonder if I'll ever have that. Maybe I'm destined to die alone.

But I guess only time will tell.