So tired of people [Edited by moderator]

I so tired of people i just want it to end im tired of liars andim tired of people who tell me that they love me and then leave me alone imtired of "freindship" all people do is not care im over life imover it,people tell me im joking when i have thoughts im not i want to die any chance i get i hope someone ends it for me im too much a pussy to do it myself i went for help its done nothing but make me feel worse,my parents dont care to them im just a bill to pay who is ther when i make myself bleed because im addicted to seeing the blood flow who is there when i stare aat cars wanting to jump in front of it noone im nobody imnobody im over being shy being too nice i hate everyone nobody gives a [edited] if im gone, [edited] this, now you know how i feel im sry for sending you this whatever

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