Struggling
Hi, I'm Lucy and I wanted to vent out and sort of get some stuff of my mind so here I am.
I'm struggling at the moment. I have depression, ocd, generalized anxiety disorder and PTSD. I am abused every day by a family member and I don't know how much more of it I can take. I have no life and I have no power to get out of it or change the situation. Another lockdown is looming over us and if that happens I'll be stuck with him 24/7. I feel suicidal and scared. I want to reach out for help but I don't know how to do it. 7 Cups has been helpful but the problem still exists in my daily life and sadly this app can't fix that for me.
I also found out that I am pregnant and I'm just thinking and feeling that my baby and I need out before he or she is brought into this mess as well. Lots to think about over the weekend. Feeling pretty tired though and not sleeping the best either but hoping for a better rest tonight maybe.
Thank you for letting me vent here for a bit.
Peace and love. <3
@LucyGoosey1997
Firstly, I have got to say. You're one brave soul. You struggled a lot and faced so many obstacles. Though it was hard, you managed to pass them by gathering whatever strength you have! I hope someday your efforts get rewarded <3 You deserve happiness. It isn't easy being pregnant and dealing with so many other things at the same time. I salute you for your strength and in all honestly, we are here for you through the way. I hope you're able to heal your scars here <3 You're a remarkable person
@LucyGoosey1997 , Hope you were able to have some rest. Glad you were able to vent. You have a lot going on in your life right now so feel free to come on to 7 cups anytime you want.
Hope you are able to talk to a family member or someone reliable to help you sort out about the person who has been abusing you. You are a valuable and worthy person. You have gone through so much. Warm hugs to you .
