Thoughts, Still Scattering
Time has passed. So many things have changed, and yet in many ways the grand picture still remains the same as it was back then. Even so, I think I'm in a new chapter now, so let's make a new heading. It feels-- off, posting here again, though I suspect that feeling mostly comes from the radio silence I unintentionally slipped into. In many ways it feels worse maintaining that silence, so I think it's about time I break it. Too little too late-- wasn't that one of the things that brought me here in the first place? It's getting harder to remember
@mytwistedsoul @NoneTheWiser I've thought of you all almost every day. I regret not keeping up with what's been going on in your worlds-- the good and the bad-- but I want (need?) you to know that you are forever welcome in mine
Still struggling to move on from the past I guess
Sometimes I feel like my default state is Missing
I miss people
I miss experiences
I miss… I miss all the memories that have faded away, to be honest
Is it weird for me to come back here? Has it really been years? I haven’t felt like a real person in such a long time