To Adalida (Journal collections)
Tw; sex (assault & lgbtq), domestic abuse, sh and social anxiety.
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Hi lovelies. Hope life is treating you nice.
*Strength and luck to you*
Please don't park your comments here, thank you. 😊
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Just because it burns, doesn't mean I'm about to die.
I gotta get up and try, try, try.
@Apeatrice
Can you relate? I walked in to a chat room and make posts a statement that does not go inside whith whats being discussed but close to the main theme, safety on cups.
Its like my mom is saying it again irl. "Immature, have got no eyes to see, always selfish, think only for herself and everyone hates you but can't say it...."
It sucks, even more than the fact that its 4; 43 am and I had only slept 10 minutes so far.
I feel like my life is a savager haunt in the trash.
Mom keeps adding tolist. I keep trying to sort out the millions of items, cosmetics with cosmetics, clothes with clothes, books with books
I hate you.
I hate what I done last night, I told mom why I'm afraid of my dad and I told mom I love her.
Now everything is new and nothing is right.
They say I'm going to have counseling sessions with you again.
Feel like a kid who skipped school and now have to sat infrout of the principal
U just wait
I don't know why I'm acting like this. But I'm starting to break rules and those stuff that I shouldn't have done if I listens to what had happened in the past. I kinda want to got punished and lectures and ....it's making me ...
I freaked out last night, I have to leave the room in mid session. Telling everyone that I can't do this anymore...
It was terrible
I missed you. I'm scared
Hospital visits in an hour. Pray for me, Adalida. Anyway tomorrow be Wednesday....will we see each other?
Idk what I should think. Maybe, just a part of me is grateful for the contracts.
I guess i m growing up...
Does that means I don't needs you anymore?
I don't know what I can do... Should I trust what u have said or sign with my mom. I'm tired and angry.
It seemsthat mom like me only because I do all the chores and provide emo comfort. Claire do the job of advertising and earn money. I'm so confused and so filled with guilt everytimes mom says "me and your big sister"
I think I'm better off, going beyond this world...
I'm so disappointed, it occurred to me that I have some pretty good reasons to hate my mom.
I'm exhausted.
Maybe I am taking too much, than I can handle
Idk