Unorganised thoughts.

This whole concept is new to me but I’m hoping it will be helpful.

Its 3:37am and I’m awake like usual, nocturnal hours are normal for me but I wish they weren’t.

Ive been trying to sleep since 11:30pm but have only achieved a huge panic attack within that time this insomnia and these withdrawals are killing me.

ive tried all my usual remedies to help me sleep but nothing seems to be working, Im getting irritated.

im also dreading tomorrow, I know it’s going to be the same as every other day, in my current situation I just feel like I’m stuck on a loop or in one of those cliche movies like Groundhog Day.

I wish I could escape my thoughts sometimes and live peacefully.

signing off,

idkjustventing