Wonder
I can't stop wondering how things will be if I disappear. Don't worry, I'm not suicidal. I wonder how things will be if I weren't even exist at all. Are things going to be better, or the other way around? Like is my presence making a difference or is it not important? All those and other questions bug my mind in a daily basis and look where it got me today. Restlessness and I can't even sleep.
@Aldi2411
Sorry you are going through the same things I am and have the same questions I have and no one seems to be able the answer the questions when I ask them either. It doesn't matter who I ask either a person or a web site. It doesn't matter if I ask a MD, a therapist or a family person, a freind or a stranger. I hope someone can answer these questions for you and me both. Have you looked into chatting with a therapist, a pysc MD and support groups?
@Havingfuninthesnow Hi. Thanks for replying. I haven't looked for them, financial issues.