death musing
basically im a superdepressedmotherfucker and i wish i were dead
pump me full of pills douse me in gasoline torch me stuff a grenade in my mouth and throw me off a cliff let me get ripped to shreds combust into a thousand pieces all my pain pulverized into little corpse crumbs
Darkling I listen; and, for many a time I have been half in love with easeful Death, Call'd him soft names in many a mused rhyme,
To take into the air my quiet breath; Now more than ever seems it rich to die, To cease upon the midnight with no pain.
One short sleep past, we wake eternally,
And Death shall be no more ; Death, thou shalt die.
@dpecheur10 I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling this way. From what you have said, I think it would be in your best interests to reach out to a helpline in order to get the best support. Please go to this website and find a helpline for your country. 7 cups is not a crisis resource, but we'll be here to help when things improve for you. suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html