dyind need cure starving already dead
LORD I NEED MIRACLE SERIOUSLY RIGHT NOW URGENT SOS PRAY FOR ME I AM INFESTED BY DEADENING FILTH WORTHLESS EXISTENCE SUB ZERO I AM LESS THAN NOTHING HOLY $HIT WOW I AM DESTROYED DEMON GNAWING EATING MY BRAIN INNARDS DISEASED BILE REPUGNANT CESSPOOL OF MY GARBAGE ESSENCE TRASHED DEBASED LORD PLEASE HELP ME IM CAUGHT IN TRAP INERTIA I THINK IM STUCK HERE FOREVER MONOTONY KILLING ME NO OXYGEN IN MY TANK CANT BREATHE THIS ISOLATION LETHARGY COMATOSE EXISTENCE ASPHYXIATING ME IM CUT OFF FLAT-LINE MUTE MEANINGLESS DRIED UP BLOOD MEAL STREWN ON FRAGMENT HIGHWAY TO NOWHERE GOD THIS IS URGENT EVERY DAY REPLAY IM REPEATING THE VICIOUS CYCLE IM DEBILITATING STARVING IN THIS UNMITIGATED EMPTINESS THIS IS THE PIT OF THE MIRE NO SINKING DEEPER LORD CURE ME LORD HELP ME IM DESPERATE FAMISHED ANGUISHED MIRACLE PLEASE THIS IS THE WAY THE WORLD ENDS THIS IS THE WAY THE WORLD ENDS NOT WITH A BANG BUT A WHIMPER LORD HEAR MY PRAYER I BESEECH YOU O LORD FOR A MIRACLE SAVE ME YOUR ONCE PRECIOUS SON DYING IN THE LION'S DEN. I'M DYING TO LIVE AGAIN. ONLY SAY THE WORDS AND I SHALL BE HEALED. AMEN.
@hollowman84
Sorry you are feeling this way with so much pain. Are doctors and therapist and friends not helping you?
@DanaMH no. not really. i take 3 meds. i saw several therapists in the last year but right now i just have a job coach cuz i cant afford therapy. my key problem is being stuck trying to find a new job after quitting teaching career. im at impasse. quagmire. severely despondent and feeling totally hopeless it's an empty cesspool inside me a prison in my head im sentenced to my lonely thought world all day im so alienated i have very few remotely 'close' kinds of friends. im not close to anyone in my immediate family. disconnect. im alienated and dying. dont know what to do. im a disease. im so stuck in my own sickness. i need out. i need help.
@hollowman84
sorry you are feeling this way but we can be friends and chat every day because I am feeling low also and I need more friends that really care since I don't have many that want to chat with me.
@DanaMH ok. Sounds good to me. I would b happy to chat with u. Let