how long am I gonna bottle my feelings, till I go rock bottom
Oct 6, 2021
I have to skip online class for now, I feel guilty that I'm using my mental health as an excuse, but I really couldn't do it, it really got to a point that I couldn't bring myself into doing it while bawling my eyes out for hours in the morning. Sometimes I kinda hope that they would see how mess I am so I wouldn't convince myself to quiet myself while crying so that they wouldn't notice.
It's ok to cry... It's ok to ask for help.. it's ok to ask to be treated differently..
@vlostwithyouv I've tried though I tried helping myself, getting help from a counselor but since she's not avail since someone died, and even though there's someone trying to help me, I get really irritated because they are mixing school stuff that of what I needed to do and trying to give advice like tommorow is gonna be fine just like that.
I guess I'll help myself, and cut people off for now, before I throw a fit at them.
Seems like you're in a bit of a state again.
Deep breaths..
You have to remember, we don't know what your going through. And we don't know your feelings if you can't share.
Maybe, having a good rant would help..
But read it back and check it makes sense
@vlostwithyouv tried getting help here though and sharing my problem to other listeners but I just get ignored everytime or just probably busy. I don't wanna share my personal problem to my friends anymore, since it's my problem and I don't think they are sincere
since they are tired of dealing with it.
Friends do grow tired, I know that all to well.
What's the problem, I'm listening..
