✨ short diary entries ✨

(reply to my diary's idm) Very uneventful, Covid cases in malaysia is almost 10000. So we get a full lockdown. (I've never been outside since 2020 unless it's when schools are open.) My crush, bestie, (i like him a lot) been talking for 6 months now. He dm'd me and asked if i wanted to call. I said yessss, of course i do. Since I've missed his company alot. I was on my bed ready to sleep tho, but then he said I'll call in 15 minutes, so i wake up, excited, and waited in front of my Laptop I waited for 2 hours. It's way too long to wait for someone i know, Other than him, no one else would talk to me more than at least 2 months. And my school Friends had Allready cut ties with me for some reason, i don't have anyone i can be me with. I was Just upset and disappointed when i found out he forgot about me, it makes me think that he wants to call me only to make me shut up. I ran out of things to talk to him when we call too, so maybe i have my faults. That's all i guess, hopefully we keep talking :( He's amazing when we first met, now it's like he doesn't even want to talk to me. Okie,, Linny out.