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There's this cute grey cat in my neighborhood that sometimes walks over to me for pets. I was walking back to my place, and it ran really fast from under a car straight towards me! Scared the crap out of me. I shrieked and jumped away, I thought it was a racoon or something lol. I haven't seen the cat since. Both spooked each other. Oh well
@honestLand744
ooo spooky. i hope they're doing alright!!
happy new year x
Happy new year oh yeah I have this weird pointless vent journal. 2 random peeps that weren't obligated to wished me a happy new year, got some cash sent to me by an ex I blocked lol. It's raining! I'm learning to deal with holiday anxiety. It's not THAT bad anymore as it was before. Thankful there's no horrible awkward family gatherings that are like 6 hours and I'm pretty much done with those with my family. I'm drinking. I wish I wasn't. I tried to get out and buy some stuff I needed but everything's closed. That's really what I hate most of all by far. I have to wait 9 days pretty much on anything important. I was trying to find a new therapist and signing up for another local thing before December 22nd and have to wait until January 4th... just sitting and doing nothing.
That really the thing I HATE the most by far! Holiday time is just "stagnant, dead in the water, long stretches of wasted time" Stare at the wall until a few days into January. No other holiday is like this. It's just like "oh one random day closed" instead of everything is closed for at least a week and NO you cannot go anywhere or do anything. Trying to find a good show on hulu or netflix to kill time.... And hey I'll be positive. It's almost over and I don't have to deal with this crap again for a whole year! :3