Dating dunce vol 2

By randomly venting online I think I get it now why I'm always self sabotaging with dating. I have had a *** last 10 years and I feel like people look down on my noticeable lack of progress. For example I have no furniture. At all. Sleep on the floor. No friends. No family except disabled sibling so I honestly feel like Im.not allowed to interact with people. Butbive been like this for years i might as well start living life, I just know no one relates to this how could they. So I don't want to deal with being pooped on for growing up different. But unfortunately I'm gonna have to get pooped on. That's the only way for me to find someone who doesnt poop. I think I over did the poop analogy...